I started a job last month and it is the first one since cancer where no one knows that I ever had cancer. In a way it has been nice because I feel like my old self in a sense. In another way it feels like I’m hiding this part of me that I am afraid that someone is going to find out about. I know that if someone where to put things together I figure things out it would be no big deal. I just really like getting to know my co workers and getting to exist in a world where nothing about me is associated with cancer.